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version 7

Monday, August 27
contradiction

Been enjoying the holidays with me, myself and i. time to think through, time to reflect, time to be quiet and at peace and undisturbed.
Am facing the computer everyday, but thats what i like to do..
The anime downloading furore on Hardwarezone forums and the numerous articles and letters in the newspapers has been a great read for me.

Although it had no direct link to IT, it really got me thinking whether i should have taken the IT route instead of being in a business course, but i came to a conclusion that i did not make the wrong choice. Being a GIRL, interested in IT isnt extremely common, although i'd like to think that this certain industry is actually growing and changing.. I also dont think im that capable to survive in an IT industry cos ppl out there are surprisingly innovative, and it is so fast-paced that i'll probably drop dead in a few yrs out there if i really did get a diploma in IT.

gah, moving on, i kinda regret that i didnt pursue my childhood dream, being a teacher. I dont especially like children, but i like teaching. I love it when u impart your knowledge to others, and when they understand fully, it really puts a smile on my face lah. This is not just a mere thought, but i actually experience it whenever i teach my siblings.(i have 3)

Theres no turning back now though, cos u have to go through the jc route, which i absolutely hate(not the social part, just the studying part) and then to NIE. The lifestyle in poly really wasnt what i expected, because from the perspectives of the friends i had who are in poly or have alr graduated, they gave me the impression that poly was exciting. Well, but i actually like the poly holidays alot, because im not a very social person..

Did i contradict myself? cos im told that i often do. I dont feel like blogging anymore.. going to play my game..
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